Mathematics Teacher

Jennifer Lin

In high school, I battled anxiety that seemed to creep up from nowhere. The fear of saying the wrong thing made me hesitate to speak up, and my sense of perfectionism led me to doubt my abilities and feel like a fraud. My moments of triumph were punctured by the days when irrational fears overwhelmed the logical side of my mind and caused me to withdraw from everyone around me. In those moments, even interactive class activities felt daunting, and I often felt invisible to my teachers.

It was through my newfound passion for mathematics that I discovered a sanctuary amidst the chaos. While other subjects triggered panic, calculus became the class where I could find solace and tranquility. The purity and consistency of math provided a stable foundation during turbulent times. I found comfort in the process of proving mathematical theorems, each step a logical anchor that helped dispel irrational thoughts and unfounded doubts about my self-worth. Though other areas of my life remained challenging, the order and logic of mathematics offered me a sense of control and stability, further reinforcing my love for the subject. In my journey, I've learned to embrace my emotional struggles which have given me valuable insights into the nature of irrational thoughts and imaginary evils. 

Now as a math teacher, I empathize with those facing similar emotional challenges. I understand the importance of providing a supportive and understanding environment for students who may be experiencing anxiety or self-doubt. I strive to be a source of encouragement and inspiration, showing my students that they too can find comfort and confidence in the world of mathematics, just as I did.

For the average student who may not see the immediate relevance of math concepts like sin/cos/tan and the quadratic formula in their daily lives, I believe it's essential to show them the bigger picture. Understanding these mathematical principles lays the groundwork for critical thinking and problem-solving skills, which are valuable in various aspects of life. Beyond equations and formulas, math teaches us how to approach challenges with a logical and methodical mindset, skills that transcend the classroom and are applicable in everyday situations.

In my classroom, we'll explore not only the technical aspects of math but also its real-world applications and how it can shape the way we approach problems and make decisions. I aim to cultivate a passion for learning and discovery, so every student can embrace the beauty of mathematics, regardless of their initial feelings about the subject. Together, we'll navigate the intricacies of math, uncover its relevance in the world, and build a stronger mindset of logic, compassion, and growth.